you know how alone you are when you realize that not only are you a social outcast, you are an outcast on the internet too. 

21st Apr, ‘13

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21st Apr, ‘13

My sister threw my dad’s phone on my face and now I have a swollen blue bruise.

i have nothing else to add to this one 

21st Apr. ‘13

Ofc he didnt reply to me. He wont and i knew/know it. But i led myself into that and now i will have to face this myself. lol i am so freaking dumb ugh

ugh i need to sleep. spent the entire night writing and watching spn and now my head hurts. it is 6:21 am anyway. but i want to write more. so much to write such little time. 

21st Apr. ‘13

I have never written so much as I’ve dont today. I am so happy though. Writing makes me so happy. Only is people realized just how much it all meant to me. 

20th Apr. ‘13

I am so invested into this Pastel au atm you dont even know. It is all i can think of right now and this is killing me. 

ugh

20th Apr. ‘13

oh my god, I just messaged him. I couldnt keep away any longer. I dont care about the fact that he is annoyed every time i start a convo i need to talk to him and nothing can stop me. I feel so much better though even though he will not reply, probably will after three days or some thing but at least that will make him guilty. 

i am such a loser

20th Apr. ‘13

I finally said it. I finally told dad that I was tired of hearing the same “we dont have enough money” statement over and over again. for once, just for once I want to hear that yes, we do have enough money for this. I know I sound like some petulant child but really, I am so frustrated about this whole thing that it is just pissing me off. Pretty sure i hurt im in some big level and idk how i will ever get that one figured out. but my head hurts and i feel like crap so this is it i guess

I am going through a pastel love period. Imagine a pastel au though where Sam is on his last year of university and Dean works at this local garage. Sam is this huge guy with longish violet pastel hair and he keeps it up in a small ponytail and arms and torso covered in tattoos. He prefers to wear V-necks and Dean never misses a chance to make fun of him because of it even though Dean’s hair is bleached blonde. Dean keeps calling out to Sam about how he has pink hair and Sam reminds him every time that it is pastel until one day Cas gets tired of it and he looks at Dean in the eye and says, “Dean Winchester, his hair indeed is a pastel color unlike the unhealthy yellow that yours is” and storms out. 

The next time Cas shows up to their to their apartment, his hair usual black hair is dyed lavender and Dean cant help but gasp and Sam is on the verge of busting a vein because he is laughing so hard at the whole situation. Castiel grins at Sam and then kisses Dean’s shocked expression away and Sam starts choking and makes and attempt to leave the room but Cas and Dean couldn’t care less; they are already against the wall, kissing each other’s breath out. 

20th Apr. ‘13

remember when I hair that went all the way below my waist? guess what? I AM TIRED OF LONG HAIR. I WANT TO CUT IT SHORT AND DYE THE WHOLE THING IN TO A PASTEL COLOR I WANT THAT SO FREAKING MUCH MORE THAN ANYTHING 

LOOK AT THIS CUTIE OH MY GOD

I WANT THIS SO BAD 

CAN YOU HEAR ME CRYING? LOOK SO PRETTY

ok well, this is kinda long but imagine tho, if i had short hair at the back and hair long enough to braid it sideways at the front, oh my god please i want that and it will be all pastel and i would love myself so freaking much 

does pastel hair look good on brown skin tho? idk and idc i just want that