Trash

Sometimes you gotta work a little
so you can ball a lot.

20th Apr. ‘13

I finally said it. I finally told dad that I was tired of hearing the same “we dont have enough money” statement over and over again. for once, just for once I want to hear that yes, we do have enough money for this. I know I sound like some petulant child but really, I am so frustrated about this whole thing that it is just pissing me off. Pretty sure i hurt im in some big level and idk how i will ever get that one figured out. but my head hurts and i feel like crap so this is it i guess

I am going through a pastel love period. Imagine a pastel au though where Sam is on his last year of university and Dean works at this local garage. Sam is this huge guy with longish violet pastel hair and he keeps it up in a small ponytail and arms and torso covered in tattoos. He prefers to wear V-necks and Dean never misses a chance to make fun of him because of it even though Dean’s hair is bleached blonde. Dean keeps calling out to Sam about how he has pink hair and Sam reminds him every time that it is pastel until one day Cas gets tired of it and he looks at Dean in the eye and says, “Dean Winchester, his hair indeed is a pastel color unlike the unhealthy yellow that yours is” and storms out. 

The next time Cas shows up to their to their apartment, his hair usual black hair is dyed lavender and Dean cant help but gasp and Sam is on the verge of busting a vein because he is laughing so hard at the whole situation. Castiel grins at Sam and then kisses Dean’s shocked expression away and Sam starts choking and makes and attempt to leave the room but Cas and Dean couldn’t care less; they are already against the wall, kissing each other’s breath out. 

20th Apr. ‘13

remember when I hair that went all the way below my waist? guess what? I AM TIRED OF LONG HAIR. I WANT TO CUT IT SHORT AND DYE THE WHOLE THING IN TO A PASTEL COLOR I WANT THAT SO FREAKING MUCH MORE THAN ANYTHING 

LOOK AT THIS CUTIE OH MY GOD

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I WANT THIS SO BAD 

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CAN YOU HEAR ME CRYING? LOOK SO PRETTY

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ok well, this is kinda long but imagine tho, if i had short hair at the back and hair long enough to braid it sideways at the front, oh my god please i want that and it will be all pastel and i would love myself so freaking much 

does pastel hair look good on brown skin tho? idk and idc i just want that 

20th Apr. ‘13

is2g if my sister keeps being a dick to me i think i will just punch her fucking nose right into her brain the next time she says something that rubs me the wrong way. 

27th Feb. ‘13

I am at this point where I want all this bull shit to just stop. 

Stop, and never come back.

Ever again. 

I am chocking in all this. 

I want this to end

Or i would rather end myself

27th Feb. ‘13

I have'nt been here for like, forever. Tbh, i would post most of my personal stuff on darkstiel but there are some stuff i am not going to post there. 

alone, so very alone

25th Feb. ‘13

Wow, I haven’t been on this blog for ages. I would usually post personal posts on darkstiel but to be honest, I feel like talking to myself  right now more than any time before so here I am. 

31st Dec. ‘12

more bullshit going on right now. It is 3:35am and i dont know what is happening in this chat right now

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31st Dec. ‘12

How much sense does this make to you?

i think i should call her siah from now on. sure is an improvement from the real one

Keep reading

31st Dec. ‘12

you know what the surprising thing is? the last post wasnt even about Mika. 

how fucking sad do you think this is?