15th June ‘13

Oh wow, i am so upset rn but the only thing I want is to cuddle the shit out of Cas

WHAT

THE

FUCK

DO

I

DO

NOW

WHYYYYY

15th June ‘13

Holy shit my sister is the fucking worst. I don’t think I’ve gotten any support from her and this is just such a sorry mess god damn it

you know how alone you are when you realize that not only are you a social outcast, you are an outcast on the internet too. 

21st Apr, ‘13

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21st Apr, ‘13

My sister threw my dad’s phone on my face and now I have a swollen blue bruise.

i have nothing else to add to this one 

21st Apr. ‘13

Ofc he didnt reply to me. He wont and i knew/know it. But i led myself into that and now i will have to face this myself. lol i am so freaking dumb ugh

ugh i need to sleep. spent the entire night writing and watching spn and now my head hurts. it is 6:21 am anyway. but i want to write more. so much to write such little time. 

21st Apr. ‘13

I have never written so much as I’ve dont today. I am so happy though. Writing makes me so happy. Only is people realized just how much it all meant to me. 

20th Apr. ‘13

I am so invested into this Pastel au atm you dont even know. It is all i can think of right now and this is killing me. 

ugh

20th Apr. ‘13

oh my god, I just messaged him. I couldnt keep away any longer. I dont care about the fact that he is annoyed every time i start a convo i need to talk to him and nothing can stop me. I feel so much better though even though he will not reply, probably will after three days or some thing but at least that will make him guilty. 

i am such a loser