10th June ‘14

I feel like crying rn. Yesterday’s sleepless night has finally caught up and my head is cracking apart.
And at the same time, I feel so closed off rn that it us actually suffocating me. I wanted to get out of the apartment so bad sighs but dad just drove me back.

10th June ‘14

I hope the divines above just swallows me under the ground the next time I decide to ask my parents to either:
1) go to watch a movie together
2) tell them that I need money so that I can go watch a movie
3) even think about going to watch a movie in front of them

I would rather suck dicks and get the money than tell them out right that I want to go watch a movie

10th June ‘14

Yeah we just drove back home after he yelled at me in front of the theater.

10th June ‘14

So much for watching a movie sighs

10th June ‘14

You know, I had a crap day at school today and I was really really REALLY looking forward to having a nice evening but ugh

10th June ‘14

Oh wait
I AM NOT FUCKING WATCHING GODZILLA TODAY

10th June ‘14

Great cant fucking watch Godzilla because even with discounts it would be around #30 for the three of us.
So now I am stuck at going to watch a movie I dont want to watch in a theater I fucking hate
Oh and I lost my glasses so enjoying whatever movie we watch is out of question anyway.
ALL I WANTED WAS $10 TO GO AND WATCH GODZILLA JFC I NEVER WANTED TO FUCKING WATCH GODZILLA WITH MY FAMILY

10th June ‘14

I have been waiting for 80 years to watch Godzilla and it is a Tuesday today so the tickets are supposed to be cheaper but my dad is still watching stuff on the laptop and my sister is in the washroom and I am so fucking pissed god. You go 3 hrs early to go get the ticket and here they are all sitting around and not a even ready yet sighs

No one fucking told you to come watch it with me god like let me go and enjoy the movie sighs

10th June ‘14

I wanted to go tomorrow but whatever I will just talk about it today. I am not feeling so good about my presentation anyway.
I feel so crushed. I hate feeling this.

10th June ‘14

Wow we are not even presenting rn. We just have to go and talk about it. Fuck that sighs